Goo. Ugh!

11:42 PM

I can't sleep. I've been staring at the computer screen for almost 3 hours and I still can't find a single thing that could make me smile.

Chocolates - they are, I suppose, made to take our worries and goos away. BUT I don't know why it still could not figure out what's wrong with me. Why all of a sudden I felt soooooo nostalgic.
I'm troubled, I know. Maybe, the only answer for this tear-jerker feeling is for me to stop looking at other people's profiles that just haunt me and making me think of things that are non-existing. (confusing?..hehe)

okay. Since, I'm not yet sleepy, I want to share a friend's story.

Let me call him Mikki (for the sake of this post). He is a happy-go-lucky person and is loved by most. He has a girlfriend named Jazzy.

Mikki shared to me how he's so jealous with his gf's ex boyfriend because of some considerable reasons (e.g. STATUS; I'm not telling the specific reasons, Mikki might get angry :p).
Of course, I understand Mikki. Especially that Jazzy keeps on mentioning about her ex bf unintentionally.. (Uhm, not really by mentioning his name but mentioning INCIDENTS)

Mikki told me that he happened to witness one event (with Jazzy and ex bf) that was then shared by Jazzy to him.

He then asked me if he should break up with his gf because the JEALOUSY is driving him crazy. However, he also could not take the loneliness and the heartbreak that would be the effect from doing it.

-- The hardest and most difficult thing, besides saying sorry, is LETTING GO --.
I'm not a good advicer, okay.. I only told Mikki not to easily bring things in conclusion (that's what I've learned from high school.. hehe!) and consider the feelings of Jazzy.

(It's funny how easy for me to say this... Oh well. )

pffft! enough of this.. :)

Now, I'm sleepy... hehehe --,

-- Last words before I say good night --

A Qoute by: Edna St Vincent Millay

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.

I just miss my loveteam^^,

GOODNIGHT WORLD!!!

Off I should GO!!! :D

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Goo. Ugh!

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